Wild

idk why i talk about people not taking me seriously when i dont myself. I’ll breakdown and laugh at myself the next day. Its ridiculous. Today went by fast. kind of a filler i guess.

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Stfu

i hate when people feel like they gotta add a stupid fucking quip to everything. all i asked was for you to hand me something, dont act like i asked you to carry a car all the way to alaska. Please miss me with that.

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people are leaving the group chat and i dont know why. Im not say they arent allowed to its just i dont understand why. Weve made so many memories and we all talk every single day in it so i dont understand why. It kinda upsets me. I understand most people dont like being in groupchats but like those people who are leaving are the same people who talk every single day and have so much fun in it😞

If this groupchat dies i will have no reason to looks at my messages. Before the groupchat no one would text me and it was the most lonley i had ever been. Id rather die than feel that way again

I dont think ive done anything wrong. I sure hope i havent. I dont want to feel that lonely ever again please dont let that happen

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sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 why does everyone feel the need to talk about each other? Its ridiculous im so fed up with it, like why cant we just all get along without getting upset over little things? Theres a difference between discussing and talking shit. And all i ever hear from certain people in the friend group is just a bunch of shit literally. I do not care who you think is a rat, i dont care who you think is annoying rn, i dont care who has been acting aggravating lately, all i care about is my peace and its being interrupted by this irrelevant middle school bullshit. I understand im a good listener but mind you, i have the choice wether to listen or not and i do NOT wanna listen to that. I find it also really disrespectful to come to me to talk shit to me anout one of my friends expecting me to just agree. No. Youve got the wrong person. Why would i want to spread more negativity around than there is already? Thats just downright stupid. There is isnt a need for drama, not every person is evil, get over it. Time keeps moving and so should you, stop holding onto unnecessary, irrelevant, dumb stuff. Back to the talking shit about my friends to my face, even if i have said something about them in the past does NOT mean i will ever say that about them again. That is just wrong. How do you complain about people not liking you or people talking shit about you when thats the vibe you give everyone? Its not fair. Please stop were in high school grow up.

Anyways, domnic fike is releasing an album or whatever soon. He said "rocket is not and album" so idk wtf it is. So far theres three songs whivh are, smile, aftermath-edit, all hands on deck. For some reason he talks about hawk tuah in all hands on deck, but im not gonna question an million dollar artist on their lyrics so whatever.

im like a lawyer with the way im always trying to get you off (peak btw)

 This is so random but ive been watching a lot of diary of a wimpy kid and I'm starting to find it kind of interesting, ya know like the dynamics and stuff. I think it would be nice to have a friend as nice and loyal as Rowley is to Greg, yea I have a lot of friends but like none of them are friends id spend every single day with without getting tired of them eventually. Even being in a new school, I literally know everyone to some extent which means I cant make new friends. Plus id rather become friends with someone in my grade (9th) but like everyone is either judgy, more weird than my friends, or mean. I dont like that. I could try becoming closer with other people in the friend group like will or bailey. I need a best friend bro. Yes I talk to Valeria everyday but like, yea. I need a bestfriend. 

Anyways I love watching videos or movies of friend groups, it makes me happy to watch other people happy, nott that mine isn't its just the fact that everyone in them are close and I like seeing the dynamic of friend groups idk its just interesting. 

Especially when were talking about diary of a wimpy kid, I love watching it to just watch the dynamics, I find the relationship between Rodrick and Greg really sweet. I am aware it is obviously just a representation of how an older sibling acts but I still appreciate the scenes inn movies where they make Greg and Rodrick get along, its reall sweet and makes me jolly. And like every scene with Rowley it always either shows Greg being a hater, Rowley doing something dumb or something really sweet and I LOVEEE ITTT. Its ADORABLE! I don't know its so interesting, I haven't gotten to the point of reciting every reference from diary of a wimpy kid but when I get there that's definitely gonna be everything I say for a lonnng time.

I found the song ive been looking for, for a decade guys (the title)

Camden bought the friend group donuts for breakfast today wasn't that so nice of him chat? he should buy ME a Baja blast for FREE

NO HERES SOMETHING ELSE. WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE A CHMACE AT GETTING A BOYFRIEND BUTTT MEEEEEE IM HOPELESS OH SO HOPELESS.

Uppppdate

hey again, first week of highechool has gone by and highschool is hone pretty peak i cannot lie chat.

Found out dominic has a child 😞which means there is no way hes my father and that small (large) part of me that was hoping he was is crushed. Though if he was that would probably be like illegal or something. My moms in her thirtys now and hes like just 30 soo yea..but its fun to imagine.

I think i might be technically considered popular already, many people know/like me and i think thats pretty cool. Me and my friends in team cereal (ik i said id drop them but i wont ever) made this tiktok acc to all post our lunch of the day anf the first video was my table at 3rd lunch and we have 85 likes right now and 1065 viewers so far. And then 38 followers cause were so cool

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High school

today was thw first day of highschool (half day), we all went out for breakfast (donuts and water.…) and then my mom drove me and val to the highschool to drop us off. It was alright in my 1st block i have taylor, mollie, ka’mishay, and bryson so atleast we have a group. The rest of the day was good until i get to 6th block and find out all three alexis’ are in it and flipping camree. all i have in that class is caitlyn, shes really quiet, but atleast she talks chat. Shes good company (heh saiki k reference)

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