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Friday, December 26, 2025

Do I make any sense or do I sound like a dumb kid?

 WHY does everyone just look over how amazing it is to be human? We are the only known species to talk, and really expand the way we have its so amazing.

 The amount of possibilities and paths we could choose are practically endless. The only thing that holds us back is law, money, government and technology. If only I could do the things everyone says is impossible without being called strange or woke. Being belittled for realizing the possibilities is nothing but another sign that society isn't taking advantage of how special humanity is. If law or government didn't exist, if murder or more evil wasn't brought upon us can you imagine all we could accomplish? Like seriously? I'm not talking about agriculture or anything money related I'm speaking geographically and mentally too. Traveling the world with no money or person stopping you from doing so. Finding history by yourself instead of relying on a Wikipedia page which is most likely put there by ai for all your information.

  Humans can love, can be kind, bring peace on the world, but we all choose the opposite and then wonder WHY the earth is turning its back on us. Its like talking about someone and treating them horribly and being confused on WHY they left you alone. I know i sound hypocritical when i say this but if humans could learn to love more, and realize how much their is to life, I'm convinced there would be a lesser crime rate and more unity. Were all human no matter where you come from or what  you look like. WHY does it matter so much where people were born in the past. WHY don't we think about their present and what we can do now, what we can do in the future.

 All these states, all these different laws and rules that in the big picture, don't really matter. Our earth could not have possibly been created in space to be lived on this way. With stupid hierarchies, secrets, and lies that can ruin anyone's lives. WHY would anyone want to live a life like this? I'm not talking about just the current president but I'm also speaking about all over the world. Will there every be a time in my life time that ill see a moment of peace in the world? A moment of peace where everyone comes together to realize that race is irrelevant, where you come from is irrelevant, your accent is irrelevant and finally ACTUALLY make things fair for all.

 I know everything I'm saying is probably a bunch of crap. I'm a kid so its whatever. But to think of space makes be so devastated, if there is other life out there I wonder if they live knowing how rare they are and how special they are. I hope they treat every day like its there last. WHY do we deserve this earth and soil just to ruin it? WHY do we deserve this earth and soil just to brush it off as if its not the most beautiful thing for us to come across. There's so many WHYs but no answers to any question ive asked in this essay, its genuinely ridiculous and embarrassing to me as a human myself cause what are we doing??

Thursday, December 25, 2025

christmas bruh

 boi why da hell are we all not going to THE house for christmas?? Why do i have to stay HERE?? are you like trying to ruin my christmas even more?? Just kill me already

Tuesday, December 23, 2025

Boiiii

 Am i peaking a dipping high-key right now fuhaluhtoogins? I think so cause i highkey am excited for the year 2026 like lowwwwwkey.

Onto the topic of hate and its affect on America, i know i was like really really young but there was a time everyone was united. Ya know like the UNITED states of America? But its like people love to hate, people love violence, people love failure, people love being unnecessarily rude. Social media has completely normalized it. Of course there's always been hate in the world it basically human nature to be hateful. But there was a time when people were scared to say insensitive things, there was a time people were raised by good people, there was a time when people would learn from others actions. I honestly think its some stupid sickness that's spread around the world and has unfortunately reached my family. People have made dumb decisions which made it easier for it to be let in. What am i waffling about deaduzz.

 I hope I don't become like famous or whatever cause I really say anything on here. 

 I wish a nerdy cute dude that was made FOR ME would com to my stupid town so i would have something to look for I guess. I love going to school, I hate going home its too much seriously. Ill literally lose my mind. I don't NEED a boyfriend I just WANT one cause maybe ill have another house to go to or have someone to talk to. Also I rarely talk to my friends like that anymore, just streaks. I was added into a gc I might leave I literally don't know some of the people and idk. I just cant wait till everyone realizes how much of a horrible person i am and blocks me on everything EVEEEEN ROBLOX.

Something else I wanna bring up how on earth did I spend the whole year of 2021 only talking to one friend only ONE friend? Then 2022 majority ONE FRIEND? UNCONDITIONALLY. 

The jealousy that seeps through my body when I think of 2021 and 2022 me is absolutely unfathomable.

 BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GETTT MEEEEEEEEEE OUT OF THIS TOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN