IM OUT OF TOWN FOR THANKSGIVING LETS GOOOOOO

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 Its not going good right now, we found out my sisters dad had been doing stuff i shouldnt put out there. I dont know whats wrong with my mom right now. Ive never wanted to live with them more than i do now. I dont know what my mom or my siblings are going through and im really scared my moms not well right now. Im really really worried. I know i was celebrating at first bur now im so scared. Now my family is calling her crazy and i just dont know how to help i love my mom thats not true shes not crazy

Uayf is back?

hey! So just got added by evan on snapchat is this a sign to actually try talking to him, i Just found out him a mayci arent talking anymore im not sure if im pretty enough but does this mean i have a chance highkey?

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Bruhh

i hate white boys in my town they all freaking racist and annoying as fuck. No actually they all are and it’s irritating cause why do you find that funny? It’s not you just look fucking stupid. Grow up. Mind you this is coming from who whines about literally everthing. Freaking damien and colton are so annoying all they do is whine and ehen they get their way theyre ungrateful as hell. Im so done with it absolutely done with it cause theres no reason for someone OLDER than me to be ac YOUNGER than me. Especially to a teacher who wont dicipline them for it. He just lets them treat him any kindof way and it irritates me because how are you gonna let a bunch of 14 and 15 year olds walk all over you and laugh about it TO YOUR FACE like bro. You dontevn try to defend yourself or your st how am i meant to tespect you? Not everything is a joke. Its oky to want to be the fun teacher un your just let eve treat you some kinda way.

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Im so done seriously. I really want this to end, i thought i was getting better but im just getting worse and worse and i dont know what to do gosh just kill me already. Can something just happen to me already? I dont care if its good or bad i just need something. Im not blaming anyone for the reason im feeling this way because i know how much my entire generation lacks that ability to comfort and help. I wish it wasnt that way i wish i could feel loved and supported by my friends. Sure they all know me and talk to me but i just feel so dull around them and its so suffocating. This whole school is like this. I try to talk to new people and it ends up feeling the same way so i has to be me. Maybe i should be alone and not have friends and never speak again. I dnt even feel alve right now i feel so empty, like completly empty not even an ounce full. I just want this feeling to end just please. Its only monday. I dont blame my mom anymore. It was never her fault im this way i know its just me and i shouldnt blame other people for my . own pronblems. I dont want to kill myself. I do not want to kill myself. I want something horrible to happen to me somethig so quiet no one will even notice. I just want this feeling over with. Im getting all As finally thats all i really needed. My little brother is getting used to me and that upsets me because i dont even know if ill be here for his first birthday.