Am i in the wrong

 Sisters birthdays tomorrow, am i wrong for saying i dont wanna go to memphis becuase her dads gonna be there? I dont like him. I love my sister but cant we celebrate it without someone like him ruining the vibe? The thought of being in the same car as him just repulses me, cause what do you mean you are allowing this man to sit in your car?

Get me out of here

Im so irritated right now omfg. 

i went on my archery trip, it was nice i was 2nd in overall 9th grade girls. I miss 2024 i cannot keep living like this. How can i act like everything is okay? People are dying every single day and majority for no sensible reason. I feel so much rage every day i wake up cause i know nothing has changed. I waited years to be the age am now but whats the point when everything i do just makes me feel even more irritated.

My family just couldnt make it any better. I have absolutely nothing to say about my friends, do i even have any anymore? Im losing my mind and i hate all these people can i just graduate already so i can leave forever?

I have to leave this town, i have to leave everyone, I cannot be with these people anymore. 

Life update

 So march 7th I had to go to the hospital, I had already been having a bad day but then my cramps got worse. It was hurting everywhere, its hard to explain. Since then, I've seen a doctor and have been put on birth control.

I just want the pain to stop, I don't care what happens to me I just cant go through that pain for one more month or ill seriously do something. 

I dont think ill ever be in a relationship. im not the girlfriend type at all. I just dont care anymore. I know that no one will see me that way. Regardless theres no alt guys or like guys like THAT GUY that arent, racist, or a trumpie. its so upsetting. All those guys and not one of them have similar views as me ore views of a competent person. 

How do i keep pretending to be fine about everything? Im so stressed out I have no idea how to show it without being a bitch. Seriously what is wrong with me

Get me out of here x2

Is he done yet bruh

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