brooo

 Ive been inside all summer except on fourth of July. seriously. Ive been falling deeper and deeper in this like lonely feeling, and ive tried to do things but it really doesn't help it. Its not like my friend group is gonna do anything anytime soon. Its so frustrating talking in the group chat now to me and I feel like I'm the issue, some random was added into the group chat and I'm convinced she just wants to get close to one of the guys, whenever someone asks a question no one wants to answer, when someone brings up wanting to hangout and everyone agrees but proceeds to give no ideas, I'm disappointed I was even begging for a response while I was giving ideas. I shouldn't have to beg for a response, that's pathetic. I love everyone but its truly getting frustrating. 

Don't even get me started on tiktoks, like the only time I get a damn message from my friends on there its something related to streaks or they sent a tiktok with no message attached to it..and whenever I reply to said video I either get a dry ass response or thumbs up/heart. I'd rather get no message at all than get that bullshit. I get so excited when I see a notification in my inbox from the app tiktok, immediately expecting and hoping its a text message that is worth responding to or trying have a discussion about. I fucking hate streaks on tiktok by the way just to say that again, especially streaks in group chats, cause after it gets dry and we already have a streak going those people wanna keep it going of course...but instead of sending tiktoks they wanna send those fuckass thumbs up emojis. What are you giving a thumbs up for dude? I hate tiktok group chats now. no one texts in them and it feels depressing even talking in one just to get no response, Its exhausting talking to 27 people just to get no fucking response.