So march 7th I had to go to the hospital, I had already been having a bad day but then my cramps got worse. It was hurting everywhere, its hard to explain. Since then, I've seen a doctor and have been put on birth control.
I just want the pain to stop, I don't care what happens to me I just cant go through that pain for one more month or ill seriously do something.
I dont think ill ever be in a relationship. im not the girlfriend type at all. I just dont care anymore. I know that no one will see me that way. Regardless theres no alt guys or like guys like THAT GUY that arent, racist, or a trumpie. its so upsetting. All those guys and not one of them have similar views as me ore views of a competent person.
How do i keep pretending to be fine about everything? Im so stressed out I have no idea how to show it without being a bitch. Seriously what is wrong with me
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